You used to say “I don’t care” when people ask you about our what if’s. What if she leaves you? What if she falls out of love? What if she finds another? And you’ll shrug it all off like you really would not care and still love and accept me if I do those things to you. But I did not do them. You did. And it pains me to admit that I don’t care… and that I still love you even after all.